With the whirlwind in her heart subsiding, her life seemed to be getting centred again. Around this time, a strong emotion was spinning inside her – an emotion of feeling gross. The intimate moments shared with him that she was cherishing until now was making her feel cheap today.
With passing days, she was getting habituated to his absence. By and large, his thoughts had also stopped meddling in her routine life. Despite that, her self-worth was on the rocks when the flashback of the multiple deep red hickeys from him on her slender neck started to cross her mind. The fallout had overlapped the past thrill into the shame of today.
The fiery passion between them was getting redefined and sadly, not in a good way. From being the bond puller, it was reduced to a disgrace carrier. Unlike the past, it was outlining the guilt and recklessness of her choice.
She wasn’t sure whether she’ll ever be able to shake off the feeling and pardon herself. Whether she’ll ever be able to grasp the fact that it happened because she was at the wrong place, at the wrong time, with the wrong person.