Her best days with him were behind her. Although she was trying to play it cool, the pain of not being connected with him wanted to explode from every fibre of her body. But, she didn’t want the medicine for this pain as yet.
She knew people who attack you, will never fix you nor will taking someone’s shoulder to cry on take the pain away. Filling her day with distractions wasn’t the remedy either.
She wanted to feel the pain flowing until she became numb to it. For her, there weren’t any quick fixes on the road to healing.