Until she was connected to him she kept oscillating relentlessly between her desires and morals, being attracted to him and her self-esteem, her emotions and her reasons, being clingy and letting go.
The aftereffect of this swinging was making her fluctuate between ecstasy and misery.
Her joy knew no bounds when he was totally drawn to her and her desires were taking the precedence.
But, she found herself in a wretched and gloomy state when he swung towards indifference.
Attempts were made to cease the oscillation of spirits, but she failed badly not because she wasn’t trying hard.
She failed because rather than looking inwards and tapping her inner self to embrace her dark side she was depending on him to make her feel stable.