She was mindful that the tried and tested methods won’t work for her and she needed to craft her own repair mould.
The excruciating pain of separation had been consistently hampering her life. She needed some more time to heal but she was in a rush to hit the road to recovery.
Dropping him off the pedestal in her life was one of her first moves to get herself ready for rebuilding.
Her mind had been playing a trick of only retaining the memories of her good times with him.
Now with a heavy heart, she was consciously recalling the time when she had been wronged and ill-treated by him. Looking at him with all his flaws and calling ‘a spade a spade’ was imperative to gauge her disintegrated situation and to finally start her overhaul.