While she had applauded herself for the emotional purging by letting all her dark emotions gush out, she couldn’t help but detest herself for stifling her wrath at being wronged by him.
On several instances, her fury had wrestled to direct her towards retaliation.
Extracting revenge was one of the few emotions that she neither wanted to confess nor act upon.
She hadn’t denied herself grieving for her broken heart and its wounds. Steadily, the excruciating heartache was dipping.
But, the feeling of seeking revenge wasn’t ready to recede.
There were times when she thought of dating one of his arch-rivals or bad-mouthing about him to settle her scores with him. But, the very next moment these hideous ideas were discarded. By confronting her deeply buried feeling of retaliation she had taken away the last bit of the power he had on her. With a serene smile, she started humming, “The best revenge is no revenge.”